I know being an LGBT isn't anyones choice. We can't choose to be gay or not to be. As we grow older, we feel attracted to someone whether it's to the same gender or the opposite and we can't help it as it ain't our choice. But if given the chance, would you choose to be an LGBT? Would you be happy with your decision?
How long did it take you to feel like yourself again?
I have no desire to be with men, I am attracted to other girls though, but even if I now am sure about my feelings, I still feel 'weird' about it sometimes. I feel like it's going to be very difficult for me to find someone and I'm afraid I'm going to ave to hide myself forever because I'm afraid about what others might think of me.
I need to feel like myself again so I'm asking you who are more experienced, how long does it take until that happens? Did you feel better when you came out or can you be a closeted LGBT forever and be OK with it?